January 21, 2004
12:31 PM

I wrote an amazing song this morning. Nothing feels better than being able to write music and be excited about the outcome. But that's usually the case for me. Anytime I write something new I say "man oh man...That's the best song I ever wrote". And then a day later, I say "I don't like that song anymore". Yeah, I'm pretty silly that way.

Well, in a few hours my hair will be cut. I'm getting tons of grey hair now. What's the deal? It just seems like the last few years they've been attacking my skull. Oh well, that's part of getting older I guess. Deal with it right? I'm going to Mexico next month for 5 days to surf and eat vegan food. I may have mentioned this before, but I haven't touched my surf board in about 3 years. Tomorrow morning I'm gonna go to Santa Cruz and try my luck with the surf. I suck, but it's always fun. I just get intimidated when I go out to surf and there's like a million people out there. I don't want to piss anyone off by cutting them off their wave or something of the sort. I basically have no direction when I'm surfing.. I just try to paddle hard and hope the wave catches me and then I try to stand up. We'll see how it goes.

Arggghhhh...I'm in no working mood today. Wednesday is usually when I volunteer at the blind center, but I didn't go again. It's been a few weeks. I kind of feel guilty, but my motivation level is on low. I've got work to do, but I just want to eat potato chips and play guitar. Is that healthy? Hmmm..

Peace, Mike Park